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A Name Repeated Daily

  • Writer: Timothy Monday, Bart.
    Timothy Monday, Bart.
  • Mar 29
  • 5 min read

The matter began, as most serious matters in Oxford do, with a biscuit of uncertain structural integrity and a cup of tea poured slightly too early.

I had taken refuge beside a narrow table—one of those long, conspiratorial surfaces designed less for nourishment than for overhearing—during a conference at University of Oxford on the lingering influence of Roman Britain upon contemporary English. It was, I must confess, precisely the sort of subject that invites both earnest scholarship and mild theatricality.

It was during the third or perhaps fourth tea interval—time dissolves in such gatherings—that a small but determined circle of attendees began to orbit a question of alarming ambition:


Who was the most influential Roman who ever lived?


Naturally, this did not remain a question for long. It became, quite swiftly, a matter of personal conviction.


A gentleman with a voice like a polished gavel declared Julius Caesar the obvious answer—the man who ended a Republic, conquered Gaul, and rearranged time itself with his calendar. A tall woman with a scarf of imperial confidence countered soon with Augustus—not merely a ruler, but the architect of an era, — she added. The quiet engineer of the Pax Romana.


A bespectacled theologian raised a finger for Constantine the Great, of course, insisting that the true pivot of history lay not in conquest but in conversion. A famous jurist—who had been waiting, one suspects, his entire life for this precise moment—invoked Justinian I and his legal code, with the solemnity of one citing scripture.


Meanwhile, a rhetorician of alarming enthusiasm championed Cicero, speaking in such elegantly balanced sentences that one felt persuaded even before understanding the argument. Another, with a fondness for administrative solutions, extolled Diocletian and his division of empire, which, we were told, "saved Rome by slicing it."


From there, the conversation expanded like the empire itself—outward, unevenly, and with a kind of confident inevitability—each answer not so much replacing the last as quietly annexing its territory. It became apparent, as these things often do, that the question had not been designed to produce a single conclusion, but rather to reveal a landscape: a terrain upon which multiple certainties might coexist, occasionally overlapping, occasionally contradicting, yet never entirely cancelling one another out.


For some questions—particularly those that concern influence, legacy, or the faint afterlife of human endeavour—do not admit of solitary answers, but instead invite a small republic of them, each advancing its case with dignity, each convinced, not unreasonably, that truth may be less a point than a constellation.


Trajan was soon praised, too, for stretching Rome to its grandest geographical sigh; Hadrian for drawing a line—quite literally—across Britain and deciding that enough was enough. A philosopher in a slightly rumpled jacket spoke gently of Marcus Aurelius, whose private reflections have outlived more public triumphs.


A classicist with martial inclinations invoked Scipio Africanus, the man who defeated Hannibal and, by doing so, rearranged the Mediterranean's future. A practical historian nominated Vespasian, who restored order and began the construction of the Colosseum—as if to remind chaos that it, too, required seating arrangements.


And finally, with a softness that carried surprising authority, a literary scholar offered Virgil—for empires may rise and fall, but a well-written story has a way of outlasting them all.


There followed a silence of the sort that is not empty, but full—like a room that has just heard too much truth at once.


I had, until then, confined myself to the biscuit.


But one is occasionally compelled to enter history, if only briefly.


"I wonder," I said, with what I hoped was sufficient hesitation to appear accidental, "whether the most influential Roman might have been... none of these gentlemen."


They turned, as one does when something faintly absurd has been introduced into a serious discussion.


"A mere provincial governor," I continued. "The answer to your question is but a steward of an outlying province, posted rather inconveniently in the Middle East: a man born in Scotland, of no particular literary output, no enduring architecture, and, one suspects, a somewhat complicated administrative record. Not a soldier in the heroic, trumpet-sounding sense, but rather the sort of man who had worn armour long enough to be trusted with authority—and then spent the rest of his career sitting behind a desk, deciding what to do with other people who still wore it. "Gentlemen—ladies—"I'm afraid the answer is a plain imperial prefect—someone of no particular importance, who never so much as proposed himself for celebration, still less imagined that he might, for millennia, be considered, as a consequence of his decision—or his hesitation—the most influential of his entire race—and who, one suspects, would have been quietly reluctant even to be so."


I allowed the pause its proper dignity—long enough for expectation to gather, for bafflement to take polite shape, and for a faint, carefully restrained indignation to pass, almost imperceptibly, among my interlocutors; and yet, for all that, not a single one of them ventured to risk a name for my candidate.


So I gave him a name.


"Pontius Pilate."


The reaction was, at first, polite confusion—followed by the slow, unmistakable recognition of implication.


"For nearly two thousand years," I added, "his name has been spoken daily across the world—in creeds, in liturgies, in churches both grand and modest. Empires have vanished, languages have shifted, yet he remains... recited."


No one argued immediately. Which, in academic settings, is the closest one comes to agreement.


But as conversations do, it drifted—this time, curiously, toward the question of origins.


"Where was he from?" someone asked. "Did you say Scotland?"


And here, I confess, I may have committed a small act of geographical mischief.


"There is," I said, "a rather persistent suggestion that he was... Scottish."

This, I admit, revived the room more effectively than fresh tea.

"Fortingall," I continued, before anyone could recover sufficiently to object. "A quiet place. One of those villages that seems to have been placed there long before maps were invented and then politely left undisturbed."


"I visited it once," I added, now speaking less as a participant and more as a man remembering something properly.


"There is a yew tree there. The Fortingall Yew. They say it is about five thousand years old—which is precisely the sort of age that stops being a number and becomes a mood. It does not so much stand as persist, in quiet defiance of chronology, its great trunk long since parted into separate limbs as though time itself had tried, unsuccessfully, to take it apart. One cannot look at it without the uneasy impression that it has ceased to belong to any single century, or even to history as we ordinarily understand it. It has outlived empires without remark, witnessed languages arrive and dissolve, and endured so patiently that it seems less like a tree than a kind of living margin—something written beside the centuries rather than within them. And standing there, one has the curious sense not of observing it, but of being, however briefly, included in its memory."


I set down my cup.


"It stood there long before Rome was an idea. Long before empires required governors. And yet, if one is in the right frame of mind, it does not seem entirely impossible that a man might begin his life in its shadow... and end it as a sentence repeated across centuries."


The biscuits, by then, had gone quite soft.


No one noticed.


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